It’s a year ago today, to the minute, that we said goodbye to Benny. I have reminders of him up in the house, on my monitor, in my bookshelf but what I wouldn’t do for just one more pat or smoosh of his sweet little face. It feels like he is close by. Sometimes I even think I hear him breathing, sighing in his sleep the way he used to do when he lay at my feet. I miss him so much. I hope he is happy in heaven.